Muling pagkamatay

Shit happens.

Ibuburol at ililibing ko muna ang sarili ko.

Matagal akong mawawala.

Sana makabalik pa ako.

Muling pagkabuhay.

"Dumating na yung hinihintay kong sign mula sa aking mga bituin..."


Leche! Maintenance lahat ng E-games ngayon. From 6am-10am. Not good. Tsk, tsk.

Anyway,..Hey ho mga sagos! :D. Ako'y nagbalik. Hahaha. Mag-iisang buwan na yata akong hindi nag-update. Tsk. Nakakamiss magblog pero sadyang malakas ang pwersa ng katamaran, hindi ko natalo (ngayon lang, dahil nga maintenance). Well, hindi lang naman dahil sa matindi kong sakit (KATAMARAN)kaya di ako nakapagblog, isama pa dyan yung addiction ko sa RAN Online, nag nabuhay kong interes sa DOTA, @ ang peste kong eskwelahan na pilit pinagsisiksikan ang sarili niya sa busy kong sched.("Dear school, I'm like busy, you know." -,-) So, in fairness, medyo busy-busyhan naman talaga ako. Hehehe. Pero, namiss ko talaga ang pagbla-blog. Hehehe.

Nakakatawa, last month, hindi ganun karami ang views ko sa Friendster (ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng paki sa number of views ko). Ay,hindi lang pala last month, nung mga nakaraang buwan din pala. So, ngayon medyo marami ang views ko. Hmmm...di ko alam kung bakit. Hindi kaya dahil sa primary pic ko:

O di kaya dahil nasa Feature Friends ako ni Cj. Hehehe. Ano nga kaya, noh? Hahaha.
Nga pala, yung primary pic ko na parang nakapantulog ay kuha nung F&B Night. Hehehe. Nag-fine dining kami sa Marco Polo. Kalokohan nga eh, kasi sabi nila Russian service raw, aba, eh American service naman yung ginawa nila. Tsk. Gulo. Hehe. Eto pa, since fine dining siya, full course meal (wala nga lang Red wine and aperitifs), ang first na sinerve ay bread and butter (sarap nung bread. :D). Biruin niyo ba naman, yung iba sa amin, nagkandahirap sa paghiwa nung bread gamit ang BUTTER KNIFE. Hahahaha :)). o0o0pppss, sorry. So mean >=D. Hehehe. Eto, last na, meron pang career talaga yung paghiwa nung bread. o0o0o0opppss,.I did it again. Hahahah :)). STOP ME nga! :D

Kung nabasa niyo sa Tag box yung comment ni Eumi. Totoo po yun, nagpakulot ako. FINALLY! Hahaha. Antagal ko ng gustong gawin yun. Hahaha. Umm,..nung 3rd year high school pa yata ako. Hehehe. Pictures soon. :D

Ahhhh,..it's good to be back. ;)

Melanie Marquez: May karapatan siyang magkamali sa Ingles kung maganda siya.

Huh? Excuse Ms. Marquez, pero parang nagpantig yata yung tenga ko sa reaction mo. I mean, anong kinalaman ng pagiging maganda sa pagkakaroon ng mali. So, are you trying to say na pag hindi kagandahan ang isang tao, WALA siyang KARAPATANG MAGKAMALI? Huh? I don't agree to that. I'm sorry Ms. Melanie, but that's one of the most stupid statements I've heard.

Ruffa Gutierrez: I believe that a beauty pageant should be judged not only for the beauty but also for the brains.

May point siya o wala? Ofcourse meron! And I agree to what she said. Tama nga naman, a beauty pageant should not only be judged for BEAUTY. Tsaka, hindi naman talaga niya nilalait si Janina San Miguel. Sa katunayan nga, she encouraged her to practice and prepare for Ms. World.

Ruffa Gutierrez: ...you have to represent the Philippines in the best way you possibly can...

Hindi lang siya sasabak sa competition na yun para lang sa sarili niya. She will be REPRESENTING our COUNTRY. Kaya, she really need to work twice as hard for the upcoming pageant.

Beauty with a purpose and beauty with brains.- Ruffa Gutierrez

HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

[Rihanna:]
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Rihanna:]
As much I love you (as much as I need you)
As much as I need you (oooh..)
As much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

**Kung nagbabasa ka (which you don't do,unless i tell you), totoo yan.

MADNESS

Dear ME,

I can't believe you! Isa kang malaking TANGA. Oo, tanga ka, alam mo yun? Biruin mo, pinili mo na maging ganito ang sitwasyon mo, tapos ngayon, iiyak-iyak ka dyan! Asa ka pa, di ka na babalikan, wala ng maaayos. Mauuntog na siya sa pader at ma-rerealize niya na nagaksaya siya ng oras at panahon sa isang LOSER. Kasi naman, wala naman talagang maganda sa'yo eh. Kahit anong pilit mo na maging magaling, di ka magiging ganun, kasi nga LOSER ka! Kaya hindi siya proud sa'yo eh, kasi there's nothing to be proud of. Lahat ng effort mo, walang pupuntahan. Wala na siyang paki sa'yo kahit mamatay ka pa ngayon. Alam mo, tama na. Wag ka ng magcomplain na ayaw mo ng failure, kasi sa totoo lang, FAILURE ka na at lagi kang magiging failure. Wala ng magbabago. Tanggapin mo na lang na hindi kayo bagay at hindi para sa'yo ang PAG-IBIG. Trying hard ka lang. Lahat ng taong akala mo mahal ka eh iiwan ka rin isang araw. Kaya payo ko sa'yo, simulan mo ng mabuhay mag-isa kasi ganun ang mangyayari sa'yo. Lahat sila makakausad at ikaw ay mapagiiwanan. Tsk. Nakakaawa kang nilalang. Tsk. You're hopeless. Tsk.

Nagmamahal,
AKO

Boy: Saan ka ba natatakot?

Girl: Natatakot ako mag-fail. Ayoko ng failure. :(

Boy: Don't worry, you will not fail. :)

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Right. Expectations, expectations... *sigh*

Annoyed

"I know I'm demanding, but then, I think I deserve your support especially when I needed it the most. But look what you did, instead of comforting me, you made my feelings worse. Now I know, I should really start EXPECTING LESS from YOU."